Total Recall

I am just wondering.. I was watching the Terminator 3 on DVD relatives last night and then was on TV some stupid movie with Schwarzeneger called Total Recall and it was set on Mars. And I am just curious how come that man, who made this number of super stupid and primitive movies can be a Governor.. Ehehhe. Read More......

I hate this! One minute, I am xtremely happy, then, I'm sad. I dont get it. I'll be like, lmnop, I wanna run around and do happy dances! Then, it's like, all I want is a quiet corner and a blanket. I dont get it. And it's like, there are certain people who make me happy, and certain people who make me sad. And it's not neccisarily anything they did, its just, talking to them depresses me. Or not. Either way. It's not fair. I should be happy! Yes I am. But on the other hand, I am not! Read More......

I read something..

I was cleaning and fixing my new office cubicle earlier when I found this paper with something printed on it. I read it and I really liked it. I find it too be true in too many ways. Have a good read..

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;

Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway.

People may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;

Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;

Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;

It was never between you and them anyway. You see, in the final analysis, it's ALL between you and God;

It was never between you and them anyway.

-Mother Theresa

When you want something so bad, enough that you would sacrifice anything you had to have it, and you still don’t get what you want in the end, you are obviously heartbroken. But when something that you don’t want happens, and it happens anyways because there’s nothing you can do about it, you still end up upset because it isn’t what you wanted to begin with. But, if we didn’t want, we wouldn’t have to wanting to want what we need. Confused? I’m sure you are. But, this is what life is, whether one can accept it or not. We want, we need, it’s natural human instincts. But it’s also human instinct to crave what some would call either a ‘prefect life’ or ‘true happiness.’ It’s our own choice to put our need for meanings, to either good use, or bad. With our pastors' preaching yesterday, the whole message seemed like planned and made for me.. But no! It was just that good God spoke to me and I'm truly glad He did.. The message asked if you really are satisfied with your life right now (?).

God have already taken back (I guess) the talent He gave to me. I used to be one of the songstress in our church way back when I was still in grade school. But now, NADA! I can't even be proud of my voice (heehee). But its real.

I am blessed with lot of things nevertheless, I am not completely fulfilled. Material items mean nothing. When it comes down to the harsh cut throat facts, these are it: Life is life. It may be short, it may be prolonged, either way it all ends the same. We live the way we all live, and then we die the way we all die. Our hearts beat one day, and the next, they don’t. And yet, we know that in the end, we either regret, or we laugh.

When I leave my past, it will be as though I never changed. Because I feel I have already found what I need in life, and that’s to be the person I am today, always and forever. No regrets. Yes, I'm not yet fulfilled cause I still want more.. And more everyday.. And more.. And that's more of Jesus in my life. I know for sure that He is my fulfillment.. I may have fallen short before Him.. Again and again.. But my heart keeps coming back to His presence.

I will care for the ones I love, and I will keep not only the knowledge I have gained through life so far, but I will travel the world, and the mind, to do all that I can to broaden my horizons. I want to feel freedom from society.. I wish to see the oceans, forests, mountains, valleys, and seas. I want to see the beauty of creation. To observe nature, and to live with it as though it is the road to my future. I want to follow my dreams, and see the world. We are only here for so little time, why not see what is here before we go? Sooo good that I do not have to wish for someone who will see the world with me.. I'm glad that Jesus have given me a person who will see the world with me. I know HE did. Who will live life with me.. Someone who will be there for me. But whoever he is, I'm hoping that we'll cross paths soon. Nah, its okay even it takes forever.

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